|These flowers don't care who I vote for. Yet another reason why flowers are awesome people.|
So, I really need to learn to stop paying attention and trying to get involved in what other people care about and just be cool with doing my own thing.
It's a problem I've had forever: I want to be cool. Desperately. But I don't feel like I am.
I couldn't go because I was sick - really sick, when I moved I was a hacking mess sick - but I was invited all the same. And I do go out when invited. Does that make me popular? I don't know.
I worry about it a lot. Maybe everybody does and they just don't talk about it.
So... note to self: focus on science, poetry and having fun, less on what other people think of me.